GRIEF AND DISBELIEF

Why why why, can't I behave myself?
Though I try try try, I can't save myself

I ought to go, my mind says so
But I just can't find the will to walk away

Well well well, who'd have thought I could?
But I fell fell fell, and I bought it good

Packed up one night, winning the fight
But I just can't find the will to walk away

It's hard to breathe and there's no relief
I'm filled with grief and disbelief
So I see I can't leave you now
'cos I know you've stole my soul from me

Bang bang bang, went the door today
Should have ran ran ran, now I'm sure to stray

So there's no change, my spirit stays
And I just can't find the will to walk away